so long and good night....

nothing really

2005-09-03T21:11:10Z

uhhh idk its been about 943285084309 years since I updated
nothing really has happened with my life since then

I went to a bunch of concerts
had lots of fun
summers almost over

im listening to suffocation right now and idk why

thats about it
bye

notjewisj @ 2005-03-16T18:33:00

2005-03-16T23:35:19Z

notjewisj @ 2004-12-22T15:08:00

2004-12-22T20:11:44Z

wow i havent posted in like a month it seems like, well im dating marla who i adore dearly<333 im hanging out with lauren on tuesday and wednesday of next week(yes on darlene's birthday) and were gonna make like 283943428902304984 shirts for removal clothing and your going to go buy 1. uhhhh my parents suck at everything and my dad hates me, this awsome girl sold me her underoath tickst so i love her for that, im posting alot of random bullshit as well and i got to find more shirts for removal clothing

IF YOU HAVE BLANK SHIRTS IN ANY COLOR I WANT THEM

that is all
bye <33

wow ima lazy fuck

2004-11-09T23:50:05Z

so i dont make entries for a while at a time
cuz myspace overpowers this site
well im bored so ya
leave me 234339683058309830938U comments

update:
ima size 3 in girl pants
i bought a new t-shirt
im getting a guitar for haunkkah
im still having trouble with girls
my friend alyssa is convinced that im gay
i got a new hat
the 6 button on my cell fone doesnt work
im collecting girl pants to wear, so if you have any that you dont want i'll take them, jeans only. stretchy and boot cut plz
if you have them im me: insertstupidsnhe

well thats all
leave comments or else i will shove a broomstick up your vagina hole

notjewisj @ 2004-10-24T21:17:00

2004-10-25T01:18:37Z

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im bored and on the fone w/ alanna

yey!

notjewisj @ 2004-10-20T21:30:00

2004-10-21T01:32:27Z

I FUCKING GIVE UP WITH ALL THIS BULL SHIT I CANT TAKE IT

i miss being with my meredith, i feel like somethings missing and its all my fault

i dont give a shit about how u think ur problems are more important
cuz i honestly dont give a shit

notjewisj @ 2004-10-09T22:16:00

2004-10-10T02:17:45Z

lindsey lohans car is fucking sick
i saw her @ the mobil station on merrick ave

its a black bmw convertible

i want the car!

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notjewisj @ 2004-10-01T16:28:00

2004-10-01T20:30:19Z

i still regret that concert and ever fucking going because it ruined our relationship major. the only good thing i got out of it was this t-shirt

UKWUR
kthx bye

notjewisj @ 2004-09-29T15:50:00

2004-09-29T19:56:33Z

nothing new really
i dont get much time away from work cuz i get shit hours always
ima start to take the days i need off soon. well i guess everything outside of that is ok, i hav a gf but i havent talked to her since we started dating so idk wtf happened to her :(. uhh this other girl in skool tried to kiss me in the hall rite as she hugged be but stopped for sum wierd reason, idk y but it felt wierd.hmmmmmmmm im listening to my chemical romance for the 1st time in like a month. gah my friend hannah is hott, and she's scene which makes it even hotter, SJSLFJDFVBKJEVLKEJVLERKVJEPVEVPERGJPERVJPEVOKJERPGJOEVONERN! gah i want to just meet her and stare @ her beauty. Im unusual i know. im supposed to go to the mall w/ these 2 preppy girls sumtime as of today to go shopping for girls pants since i wear em, they find it funny, their just pants wtf is the problem? uhhhhhh. hmmmmm i guess thats all really. I WANT TO GO TO THE UNDEROATH SHOW IN THE CITY BUT IT FUCKING SOLD OUT!, this sux ass! like majorly
well thats all i got to say
comeent if you'd like
bye

notjewisj @ 2004-09-12T09:16:00

2004-09-12T13:17:02Z

update time
i dont much cuz im too lazy too
well theirs not much to say but i did make $124 @ work this week
thats my happiness so far
well comment on it if u want cuz idk wat to say
im bored

notjewisj @ 2004-09-04T20:36:00

2004-09-05T00:38:00Z

i just wish for once, i knew the true meaningness of happy. I just wish i could find sumnthing or some one who can truly make me feel good about myself because i can never seem to find that person without fucking it up or getting fucked over, i just wish i was happy

notjewisj @ 2004-09-02T01:13:00

2004-09-02T05:15:43Z

uhhh update time

well i saw fbtmof w/ evergreen terrace, uhh i talked to lots on the fone, got depressed and lonely
im talking to rachie on the fone now (she's awsome)

weeee im bored and i hate myself

to you....

2004-08-24T05:14:13Z

we've been through alot over the past year, but it only seems to make our relationsip stronger. but now it seems like its pulling us apart because of our differences. ive never asked for anything from u ever and now i ask for somthing and all i get is a complaint, wtf is that about. idk y i try to help u and give u advice and all u do is 4get me. i dont undestany why you do that. is it beacuse im not that important to u. im like the music that you listen to when ur sad and nothing else? or am i just 4gotten because im too nice to u and too helpful, maybe i should stop and let u get throught things on your own, maybe i should stop and not give u the advice when you need it, because wen i seemed to ask for sumthing from you all you can do is tell me that im being an asshole and ignore me, why does it seem to work like that. maybe it would be better off for you if you just stopped talking to me, it seems like i cause all the problems in ur life and no one else. well thats all i have to say to you 2night. i hope u can read this and understand what i mean

notjewisj @ 2004-08-23T11:26:00

2004-08-23T15:28:54Z

wheee i finally got a job
im going to see evergreen terrace w/ fbtmof 2morrow
and im starting to figure out wat to do w/ myself

everything
is getting better
YEY!

other then that nothing has happened cept that my fone bill was @ $600 last month
idk how that happened =(

notjewisj @ 2004-08-14T23:17:00

2004-08-15T03:18:26Z

well i just got home today, i was on the ride home about 3 hours from home
and everything from wen i left hit me and i started to get upset again

IT FUCKGING SUX ASS
i seriosuly dont know what to do anymore

notjewisj @ 2004-08-09T19:14:00

2004-08-09T23:17:05Z

well long time since i updated
im still in canada and a wreck to go along with that
OH WELL
i dont care uhhh
i wanna go home but that wont happen =/

last entry till i come home

thats all people

goodbye

notjewisj @ 2004-07-30T16:18:00

2004-07-30T20:18:24Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
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notjewisj @ 2004-07-28T22:05:00

2004-07-29T02:07:07Z

wheee im bored
still lonely
still single
oh what the fuck i hav no life

im just a loser who has alot of pix of myself
i dont give a fuck cuz u dont

thats all for now

notjewisj @ 2004-07-19T10:19:00

2004-07-19T14:19:47Z

How straight edge are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

haha i told u bitches

notjewisj @ 2004-07-18T21:21:00

2004-07-19T01:22:33Z

sajkf;sdhsfg

i saw carly today
she's such an aswome gurl

but back off bishes u cant have her

notjewisj @ 2004-07-18T21:00:00

2004-07-19T01:00:23Z

*HUGS* TOTAL!
give notjewisj more *HUGS*

Get hugs of your own

notjewisj @ 2004-07-17T22:13:00

2004-07-18T02:14:15Z

Grneydillusions: u never write that u love me

i just did now
so ha
britty u know i <3 ya

notjewisj @ 2004-07-15T22:45:00

2004-07-16T02:46:35Z

my bday is today

7/15 BISHES

and no1 care

well since sunday my life has sucked, nothing has seemed to really go right
:(

britnie told me to update this since shes > u

notjewisj @ 2004-07-14T00:32:00

2004-07-14T04:32:52Z

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notjewisj @ 2004-07-08T22:35:00

2004-07-09T02:37:10Z

fuck you all you dont care